My name is Sherry. I am here as a child of God to encourage, uplift, and share the joy of the Kingdom of God. I am not a counselor or doctor, nor am I a therapist. I am a believer in Jesus Christ, who has struggled in my walk and can relate to the emotional roller coaster ride. I have been through trials and tribulations in my life that God has brought me through. My faith in God has been tried many times, and I failed several times. However, with my father’s help, I was able to get back up and press on.
My mother never wanted kids. She told me; she tried to abort me twice. She decided to tell me herself so nobody else would. God always had his hand on my life from the time I was in my mother’s womb. She had two kids by the age of eighteen. My grandmother introduced me to Jesus Christ at a tender age. I gave my life to Jesus Christ at an early age. When I was a teenager, I started to conform to worldly standards. I used to drink alcohol and smoke weed and I was a fornicator. I was in dangerous situations that could have turned deadly. I was raised in the church, but I was not taught about generational curses, spiritual warfare, nor how to effectively live by the principles, percepts, and rules of God’s Kingdom. The father called me back to him around the age of thirty-two. I was asleep and I heard the voice of God call my name. He touched me and my body moved. Within myself, I said I was going to die. I said God I am not ready; I am in sin. I asked if I should leave my apartment because someone was going to kick in my door. At the time certain activities were going on in the apartment complex.
I fell back to sleep and when I woke up in the morning, I said to myself I am still alive. I paused and said, God what is it? God knew that I would search for why he called my name and touched me. I shared with people about what happened to me searching for answers but what they shared with me did not make sense. I searched for a year. I was in college for my paralegal degree. I was sitting in the library and telling a classmate what had happened to me to a classmate. The young lady sitting next to my classmate started crying. I said I did not mean to offend you. She did not say a word. She opened her bible and pointed to 1 Samuel 3:4-8 for me to read. After I read the scriptures, she said God is calling you. I finally got my answer. I cried! I strive every day for mental and emotional wholeness with the Holy Spirit’s help. By no means am I perfect. I am a woman who loves the Lord. I understand what it is like to struggle spiritually, mentally, and emotionally. I have no magic potion that will bring anyone out of any trials or tribulations. I am here as an ambassador of Christ to share the love of the Father and to increase the Kingdom of God.
Stalking Jesus There is No Restraining Order was birth out because God told me that if I went back, I would not make it. I began going to church every Sunday. The bishop and pastor’s love for God was amazing to me and it drew me to want what they had. They had a relationship that I wanted. I wanted to be free in my mind, emotionally, and free from my past. I wanted a love that I did not get from home.
I had to grab ahold of God because I could not go back to doing what I was doing. In order, for me to not go back I had to pursue after Jesus (the word) and the kingdom of God. I began to study the word of God and prayed for hours for years. My older brother told me to study Psalms to learn how to love God and to study Proverbs to get wisdom on how to treat people. I study the book of Psalms to learn how to love and honor God. The more I spent in the word and time with God, my heart fell in love with who God is. I was stalking Jesus, God, and the mystery of his word. Jesus died for me, and he did not reject me. He did not push me away. I realize that Jesus’ arms are always open and that I can stalk him, and he will not file a restraining order, nor will he reject me. He wants me to search out God’s Kingdom because I am fearfully and wonderfully for God’s purpose. I am determined to get that abundant life that Jesus promised to me in John 10:10.
Have a blessed and prosperous day in the kingdom of God!
